"Don't you want somebody to love?
Don't you need somebody to love?
Won't you love somebody to love?
You better find somebody to love..."

I hate the song, but the words made me think... if so many of us are looking and needing then why is it so hard to find?.....

Everything is ok, except having to start taking my pills again after not doing for so long... I hate having to take them everyday, dont know why... The pains in my chest are back, I hope they aren't lupus..... maybe instead they're just growing pains...

Do you have to settle for less? Everyone keeps telling me that I won't 'just fall in love' when I think when I meet the right guy, I'll know... But then maybe I'm just fooling myself... But then what happens if I settle for less and then meet someone and fall head over heels immediately? Then I'm hurting people... Hmm... I want to be in love. I should stop looking. Then it might come looking for me.... blah blah.... I believe he must be out there somewhere, someone who is everything I want... I just have to find him... and I will.


Oh yeah, and I have that copy of the magazine with me in now... I'll scan in the pictures... but they're a bit rude, so I'll paint clothes on me first! Try to get that done tomorrow...